They say time heals all wounds....but this one just won't heal...
I feel like I keep opening it up, scratching it...making it bleed.
I can't figure out how to get it to heal...
I want to move on...
but I can't, won't, or
wish i could
Still look back and see the dinners, adventures and the love...
funny how time seems to change the reality of the past...I can barely remember the bad times.
I cry after every phone call, I wake up at night alone, and I am fully crazy, when I hear he has a girl.
And when he slips and tells me he loves me...I beg for our life back.
It is so raw...still.
Time...tick...tock...7 months later...tick...tock.
If I don't heal soon...it could turn into a scar.
kreature
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