Every year...I try to convince myself that "this year will be better than the last"
I wonder why each year seems to continue to challenge...everything I try to be.
I can't keep up with anyone...trusting is harder than anything
People are disappointing....no matter how open I try to be
I know it stems from my past...yet every time I try to move on...it is sure to put me back in my place.
I may never find a place I truly belong....I lost that sense of belonging long ago...
Luckily, I'm stubborn as hell...they can keep kicking me down...again and again
but I will still brush myself off and try it again....
Happy fucking New Year...thank god the hoildays are over!
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